Just read psychiatry disorders of pregnancy and peurperium…

Strengthen my believes in His order…

Find someone who is ‘beriman’..with ‘iman’ comes responsibility, consideration and respect of others….

Find someone from a good family…. non-supportive in-laws could only worsen your condition post-natal…

Breastfeed increase the bonding mother and baby…it will reduce the chance of post-natal schizo and depression….

mmg tak dapat dinafikan…ALLAH mmg hebat..awal2 lagi dh bgtau..tk yah buku text byk2..satu buku je explain everything….

moral of studying psychiatry so far:

Never lose hope and always BELIEVE in HIM..redha dgn apa yg berlaku…by doing so..you wont increase your risk being admitted into the psychiatry ward at any point in your life…

When you loose your way..

to ALLAH you should turn..

as the Al-Mighty is always there…

boleh jadi kau suka sesuatu…

tapi ALLAH lebih tahu..yang perkara tu tak sesuai dgn kau..

so ALLAH tarik perkara tu dari kau..atau ALLAH jauhkan dari perkara tu…

boleh jadi kau rase something tu impossible…

tapi dgn takdir ALLAH..

semua benda blh jadik…

something yang impossible tuh..ALLAH ltk kan dpn mata anda…

boleh jadi kau tak terfikir pun nak minta satu perkara..

tapi sbb kasih sayang ALLAH yg melimpah ruah and ALLAH tau ko akn dpt faedah dr perkara tu…

ALLAH berikan perkara tu pada kau..

boleh jadi..kau minta dgn ALLAH dgn penuh harapan…tiap2 malam solat hajat..tapi ALLAH kan maha mengetahui..

mungkin ALLAH tak bagi dkt ko sbb mungkin ko hanya akan dirugikan dgn perkara tu..atau…mungkin ALLAH bagi perkara tu kelak, pada satu masa yang sesuai…

walau ape pun yg tlh terjadi dlm hidupku yg amat pendek nih…..

i’m grateful to ALLAH..

coz i know..what ever HE planned..it is the best plan ever…

daku pasrah dan redha dgn takdirnya..

mudah2an..ALLAH tak tarik balik perasaan nih…

mudah2an..daku akan sentiasa pasrah dgn ketetapan ALLAH…

having said that…

still….dlm hati kecil..

tak sanggup dgn takdir kalo mak di ambil skrg..

other than that..

I’m happy with it..

so..

ya..

i may cried over silly things that breaks my heart..

kdg2 housemates mungkin terpaksa bertahan dgn angin dan hujan monsoon ku…

well..nak buat mcm mana..perempuan dan air mata tk dpt dipisahkan..hihihihihi

but..

i know…especially now..

i know..

i really know…

what ever happen in your life..

there’s a reason to it..

definitely…..

we may be crying today..but only ALLAH knows..probably..we’ll be smiling tomorrow..

and its all because of HIS kindness…

HE never let you alone in darkness or sadness…

so..dont worry…i may be crying with a broken heart ‘yesterday’…but i’m now smiling with a content heart

ps:

La Tahzan..

penat study byk??? anda niatkan utk ALLAH kan, tujuan anda belajar??

maka..yakinilah balasan ALLAH atas effort anda..

stress dgn attachment??

ALLAH kan suka org yg bersabar..so takpe la..

marilah kita jadi org yg ALLAH suka..

sabar neyh…

kena korban masa, wang dan tenaga byk2??…

kalo niat anda kerana ALLAH..insyaALLAH balasannya lebih manis dari segala2nya yang kita bagi skrg…kan ALLAH kata..siapa yang berurus niaga dgn ALLAH..korbankan something in favor of HIM..ALLAH akan balas dgn something yg sgt menguntungkan kita…

kan2????

its all because…

He is super duper generous..

so its ok to be sad, tired, or what ever it is..

but redhalah dgn ketetapan ALLAH..

sebab esok ALLAH janjikan sesuatu yg lebih baek utk anda..

InsyaALLAH…

so..chin up…smile..and start your day with ALLAH in your mind and heart..